October 2010
You are what you love & not what loves you back.
“I was lying in my bed this morning and all of a sudden I got this really sharp pain right by my heart. I felt like I was getting stabbed in the heart. It lasted for about 15 seconds. My thoughts were racing and I was trying to breathe heavy to get it to go away and I thought I was going to die. This is the part where it applies to every single one of you. I’ve tried to take my life before, I’ve wanted to die so many times in my life, but when I felt like something was going to kill me without my control, all of those thoughts stopped. In my mind I was begging I would be okay. No matter how much you hate the world, no matter how much you hate yourself, there are answers that are better than death. Believe me. There are people that love you. I love you, for crying out loud. There are people who would be a wreck if you were gone. There is a reason we are all on this Earth, I promise you, even if you don’t see it now. If you’re feeling alone, know that the world can be a lonely place but it would be lonelier without you in it.”
—Hayley Williams (via phencyclidine)
I'm not larger than life, I'm not taller than trees. Do I mean what I say? Is it just this disease where I never go home. Never telling the truth how this life eats away. Not admitting I'm fake and I'm questioning whether this whole thing was worth it to die poor and all alone?
I Wil Follow You Into The Dark
Anthony Raneri // I WIll Follow You Into The Dark
I feel very "Elle Woods" today...
in that I really really miss my sorority in a way that is almost physically painful.
I would totally read the Bible if someone translated it into ebonics.
I am so serious…
And Jesus said to the Disciples: “SUP MAH NIGGAAAASSSSS”
This is r-e-a-l-i-t-y.
